that dream

I had a nightmare last night. Not really nightmare, though. It was about something I've been hoping for. It was positive sign. But..I don't know, somehow I believe that what I dream is the opposite of what might happen. Coz I have experienced this several time.
Hm..I don't know what to say. I think I'm just afraid. It feels like the burden is too heavy to carry around.
This is not only about me, but also about people I love. I don't want to let them down.
But indeed i know that He, my Dear Father, will always bless me. He knows the best path for me and He will guide me through it. Amen.